[ She sighed. If she leaned on him, in his current state he wouldn't last long. But if she did move now, in her state she wouldn't last long. There was no winning. ]
A-Alright...
[ She didn't take his hand though-- She couldn't tire him more.
Was that what being a good person was like? A part of her did feel good knowing she was helpful, knowing she was of use and able to help... It was nice, the feeling you contributed in a positive way. But another part of her hated it. She didn't want to abandon Okuyasu, no. But to sacrifice her own health...? She wanted for nothing more than to scream and have someone come help her. She wanted to be selfish, she wanted to be the one cared for rather than being the one caring for everyone. But she wouldn't. Now wasn't the time to give up. ]
I... [A pause.] I'll be fine.
[ She wiped the blood by her lips away with her sleeve and slowly started moving forward-- Refusing his help so he wouldn't exhaust his energy. ]
Just... Please don't speak about this to anyone...
no subject
A-Alright...
[ She didn't take his hand though-- She couldn't tire him more.
Was that what being a good person was like? A part of her did feel good knowing she was helpful, knowing she was of use and able to help... It was nice, the feeling you contributed in a positive way. But another part of her hated it. She didn't want to abandon Okuyasu, no. But to sacrifice her own health...? She wanted for nothing more than to scream and have someone come help her. She wanted to be selfish, she wanted to be the one cared for rather than being the one caring for everyone. But she wouldn't. Now wasn't the time to give up. ]
I... [A pause.] I'll be fine.
[ She wiped the blood by her lips away with her sleeve and slowly started moving forward-- Refusing his help so he wouldn't exhaust his energy. ]
Just... Please don't speak about this to anyone...